for the longest time after A-levels ended, I dreaded commitment and anything that would take me out of my comfort zone. i don’t know why. maybe after JC ended, I sort of thought to myself that I had paid my dues to whoever and never would do saigang ever again.

heh, now when i revisit the reasons why i try to avoid commitment and responsibilities whether in school, at home or (especially) in church it seems…irrelevant now. things that used to concern me don’t really do so anymore.

this was what hit me during bs last evening with pauline…

i dunno what challenges the rest of this year, the rest of my life will bring but i guess i’m not going to go out of my way to avoid them anymore.

taken from a bus?

have started taking some photos from my numerous bus trips…random shots, hardly constructed or posed…will sieve through what i’ve got at the end of the week and see if there’s anything good. have already gotten myself the polaroid camera, and the digital point and shoot..now am aiming to get a lomo to compare and contrast, experiment with really amateur photography