hear the music, feel the air/i’ll put a flower in your hair

song is stuck in my head..much better than the “together forever and never to part” 80s song that was stuck in my head since wanling sang that line earlier.

council gathering was a blast..it was noisy, and gossipy and filled with junk food and sugar-laden drinks (omg, i just spelt sugar as “suger”)…=.= school is going to be painful for me i think. haiz!

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now that university is starting, i’m really beginning to feel a little more grown up. just ystd i was at rgs for tea and mrs chew was saying that some of the students arent doing very well coz of issues of being a teenager…when they just don’t like who they see in the mirror or can’t figure out who they are. she said it as an “elder”, thinking that we (i) would be able to empathize with her with hindsight…i realise that i SHOULD be able to do that but i’m only 19 and i still have my moments where i just feel lousy. like this morning. it was just a morning (a couple of hours actually) of feeling lousy.

it’s just the lethargy..thankfully, this goes away after i do some work..like taking the basic theory evaluation.

i need to think and be more grown-up. but i do miss my childhood..not the “moments” of teenage hormonal crisis though. THAT is something i do NOT want to live with anymore…it scares me a little to see some of my primary school self in my sister though. it is going to be a tough few years for my parents. =p